I Dunno

I dunno.



“What are you scared of?” You ask.


“I dunno, really.” You say.

“What could happen?” You ask.

“I dunno, everything? Anything. All of it.” You say.

“Just let it go.” You tell yourself. “Just let. It. Go.”


“I can’t.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know!”

“There is nothing to be scared of. Everything will work out. Everything will be ok.” You say.

And this time… although your not quite sure why…

your head stops thinking so flippin' much and you believe your own words.

This time.

Your heart believes it.

Your head knows it to be true.

It was meant to be this way the whole time…

you just didn’t know it then.

But you know it now.

You don’t know why or what changed.

And, for once, you don’t care.



My thoughts on what is going on now with Anna, Josie, Joe and me 2009